I wish so much that I could hold you.
A simple desire, yet so hard to do.
This is a love so hopeless, but yet,
As hard as I try, I can not forget.

I want to move on, I try every day,
to get a grip on these feelings and throw them away.
But everyday I pathetically remain,
Adoring you amazingly with nothing to gain.

I want to let go of what I’m holding so tight,
and let these feelings trail off into the night,
But as soon as my hold loosens, I grab and don’t miss
Because I don’t know how to feel anything but this.

I’ve become dependent on these feelings, that I feel every day,
without them I’m lost and my hopes are astray.
So now I don’t know how to live on my own,
Without thoughts of you, I’ll be so alone.

I want to get over you, but you’ve changed me too much,
All I want is to hold you and grasp on and clutch,
Because you are the one. I don’t want to let go.
You’re everything I need, you’re all that I know.

I tried to move on, that’s something I can’t do,
But no matter what I think, I only want you.
I just need some time, when I can, I’ll move on,
I’ll face life without you when I am strong.

But for now I just can’t, that’s way to tough,
I didn’t know falling out of love could be rough.

changing blog skin  and song too....

gtg, bb

yo!!! long time never post...

this week very busy...

project and tons of homework....

STRESS!!!!!!

just come back form survivathon...

super tired...

going to sleep...
BB!!!